Today is the day, 18th of May 2004, after 2 yr 5 months 5 days, The Little Jade Queen and Roadster's Chapter is finally over. Shattered, but who's there to pick up the pieces? The hurt have been inflicted, the Trust Broken and the love gone, where do i begin to pick myself up and where do i begin to start walking? I guess I have taken him for granted and the love we shared. I assumed that we would work things out and well, Love can conquer all and yet i have destroyed it bit by bit.. "Never Assume as it will make an "ASS" out of "U" and "ME". I can tell pple that, and yet i have made myself the biggest ass in the whole entire world. I see the shattered and broken glass on the floor and yet instead of picking it up to mend, i cut myself over and over again. And now i have to bear the consequencies of my actions, and I have never regretted abt many things before and yet now I am.. However, I can't rewrite the past nor erase the pain inflicted, i just have to move on and walk on.. without him in my life, without the pillar of support and the shoulder for comfort that i have had for so long... The Distance is far and it's getting further.....