I'm Back.. Badder and Spunkier than before (Readers:
"I don't think badder is a word.. Shouldn't it be worse?" *Little Jade Queen rolls eyes* Little Jade Queen: "It's a figurative of Speech..") Anyway.. I finally sent Roadster packing back home to the Land of Big Ben after 7 grueling months of trying to make things work.

(Readers: "WHAT?! You sent your Boyfriend, your soulmate, your husband to be, back to being alone there in that gloomy place? ARE U NUTS?! *Little Jade Queen throws a mug at Readers* Little Jade Queen: "I GOT STUFF AND I AIN'T AFRAID TO THROW THEM AT YOU!" *Readers take cover*)

Anyway, as I was saying, I sent him back so that we could work things out a little better. The distance does help, even though I can get lonely at time, But it'll work out.. cos now it's time to get things rolling.. YEs.. the time has come to finally set the ball rolling for the making of a 4 yr project.. the marriage and transistion into a Mrs.. Sigh.. And regrets? (*Little Jade Queen shakes her head*) Not really at the moment.. I don't think that something that I have been waiting for such a long time would make me get cold feet. I am fearless.. (*Suddenly remembers a song from a Living books story and hums it.. "I am fealess. I am brave.. nothing can make me afraid. I am fearless Tra la la la.. My name is.. Wait.. that's not my name*) Hahaha, sorry for the distraction.. I've been rather busy recentlty and have been throwing myself into doing stuff that keeps me distracted or on track of what I need to keep track on doing.. Here is my list..

1) Lose weight.. (Need to do so,, cos this is my only chance! LOL)
2) Save my butt off.. (Need the Money to take me where I need to Go or in case of emergency)
3) Work Work and Work!! (Gotta work.. can't stay at home being Idle and doing nothing.)

Erm.. I think I've gotten the workaholic symdrome.. and I guess it can't be help.. I just throw myself at work and focus.. even though there are times that I hate it.. but hey.. it pays for my livlihood.. (OMG.. I AM RANTING SHIT AGAIN...) ARGH.. SO many things to do.. Wedding, Lose weight, where to hold it.. where to get the gown.. catching up with friends.. HAIZZZ I miss him....