Oh Man.. can u believe it.. In around 2 weeks, I would have been with the Roadster for 3 years.. Three FREAKING years! Unbelieveable.. I have never been able to last that long with a guy... and I can never believe it could be that long.. tiring and yet I feel so complete with him.. I mean we have grown so far into this that it is hard for me to imagine my life without him now..

We have gotten better looking together already.. i mean now he is willing to take photos with me and I must admit, we look good together..

Take a look.....






(Readers: "EHm.. u are going a bit too far with this." Little Jade Queen: " Far?! I've haven't even left! Besides I love these pics, Can't stop looking at the first one *BLEH~*")
This is by far the nicest pictures we have taken together and it is taken by my very own Digi cam. That's right.. I've gotten a Cybershot 4.1 megapix cam! I love it... been fooling around with it lot.. but mostly taken photos of myself (Damn bloody EGO!! but Geesh! do i look horrible at times.. I don't even think i can take it.)

I also tried to look Bitchy and slutty.. and man I cannot make it.. I still look better as the sweet cute one.. Must smile if not UGLY man.. i mean take a look at the pics below.

WARNING : Those with weak heart and weak stomaches please leave the area now, If not I will not be responsible for the consciquences man! U HAVE BEEN WARNED.

(Readers: "I think I am gonna be Sick.. Pass the bucket!" *Little Jade Queen Passes the bucket* "Thanks. BLEEEAAAAHHHH!!!!")



(*Readers take another glance up* "BLEEEEAAAHHHH!")



(Readers: "OMG!! BLLEEEAAAHHH!")



(Readers: WILL U STOP MAKING ME SICK!!!)

Ahahaha sorry sorry to spoil your stomaches, but U have been warned what.. ahahah I told u liao, i was too bored, with nothing better to do and trying to let my ulter ego come out (if i have one that is) Anyway, Xmas is coming soon and I have tonnes to do, but I don't feel excited and I don't feel festive.. maybe that's becos my love isn't with me and I am too free to think about a hell lot of stuff.. I hope i don't get stagnant in this 3 year relationship.. I still do love him loads.. it's just that we are so busy with our lives that I haven't been talking to him much and I haven't seen much of my friends ever since he was here and after he left..

That left my social life to the pits man.. I feel like I have been losing lots of friends and I only have a miniscule of what i use to have left. I do wonder what went wrong or have I become what they say " Zhong Se Qing You" (Readers: "What?" Little Jade Queen : "means got bf can forget friends mah!") HAIZ.. Gotta do something about that man.....

This Is where I stand,
Where the world collides
With the unspeakable eternity,
Centuries of understanding,
Eons of Learning
the past creeps up
The Moment stand still
Imagine.....

This is where I breathe,
Scent of the Earth
Melodies of the land
A kelidescope of Emotions
An explosion of feelings
Heaven breathes
Earth feels,
Live....

This Is where I lay my soul to rest,
Through the clouds of serenity
by the river of tranquility
Beyond Seeking the truth
Away from life's destruction
Time flashes by
Memories Replay themsleves
Believe....