I was listening to Switchfoot's "Dare You To Move" one day (thanks to my brother, it made me think about where do i want to go with my life. The avenues I can explore is unlimited and the possibilities are the skies and it's only the matter if i dare to take that step. If I were to really consider going to London to be with the Roadster, Shouldn't I take the first step into this other life i could have with him? It's really if i really dare to move. "Dare you to Move." to me isn't threatening at all. It's just challenging me to make that first step and if i really dare to take the plunge together with the Roadster.

Sure, he sure is flirtaious with all the chicks in London, and maybe some here (that i might not have known) but hey, i guess i have to live with it. I know where his heart lies and it's always with me. I do get green eyed, and i agree i get overly paranoid over small things, but I have got alot to lose haven't i? (Oh don't tell me that i don't have much to lose cos i will find another one better) Yeah sure i will, but when? I don't really go for typical guys and there is something that the Roadster have that is so different from all the guys. That factor alone made me unable to break free from him. It's that factor that binds me to him and i'm in so called in a death trap that i can't get away from and i don't intend to anyway. Call me stupid or anything, i mean after almost three years, i don't think i am intending to give it up, maybe it's time i take on that dare to take on the next step shouldn't I?