Friday, November 20, 2009 // 11/20/2009 08:09:00 AM
For Cheryl
为什么他们把我这么大的压力？他们不明白吗？甚至我的丈夫不明白。孤独，隔离可以是难以承受的时间。谁能够理解一个女人谁离开了她的家庭和她的朋友安慰的挫折？谁明白？我最亲爱的最好的朋友，我在这里为你。为你一个人了解我的心经历了困难和隔离时间。
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Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 // 11/18/2009 02:53:00 AM
I got to get my life in focus.. Argh
I really got to get my life back in focus... I mean I wonder should I get back in the rat race or continue what I do first till I get revitalised on my trip back home and then start back.. Recently hubby has been frustrated with regards to our financial situation.. It really makes me feel very useless when he says that.. I really do wonder what else can I do to make things better.. All through the relationship I have been doing the best I can and it can get very frustrating.. It is worst when i can talk to him, and I don't have an outlet to get away from it all.. I mean I once in a while try to get away fr a few hours with Lauren, but what does a 19 year old who is born and bred here understand about being away from home, alone, without your friends to lend a shoulder on... Sigh.. I've always learnt that I cannot linger on the negative, and all I have to do is to just move forward.. But how long can I do it without anybody to talk to..
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Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.
