Wednesday, July 21, 2004 // 7/21/2004 10:56:00 AM
I have felt before
I felt the love before,
Vibrant and warm,
Like days of endless sunshine
Like an addiction to a sugar rush
Like a lover's tender touch.
I felt the passion before,
Searing and strong
Like a buring desire
Like an insatiable hunger
Like an undying flame.
I felt the sadness before,
Cold and harsh,
Like a winter's night in Siberia
Like a scream that pierce through the darkness
Like the tears from the heavens.
I felt the regret before,
Bitter and resonating.
Like an anguished battle cry
Like a lost child in the big city
Like a man, breathing his final breath.
I felt heaven before,
Enlightened and bright
Like a priest preaching the word of the Lord
Like a mother's unconditional love
Like the vows between man and wife.
I felt all these in a lifetime,
I felt all that i can.
I felt every step of this Journey
A discovery of Who i am....
Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.
Who are You?
Who are you?
Whispering my name in the night.
Who are you?
Opening that forbidden door
Who are you?
Feeeling me in the dark, molding me like potter's clay.
What do you see?
What do you feel?
Can you see me cry?
Can you feel my heart bleed?
Who are you?
When you say you loved me
Who are you?
when you say I shall always be with you
Who are you?
when you say you will always be there.
Can you see the pain?
Can you see the hurt?
I feel for you, care for you
Always there for you.
Who are you?
who reject my love.
Who are you?
To put me through an abyss of suffering
Who are you?
To dwell in the dark recesses of my heart.
We'll never know and would never know
an untold Story ripped, unseen,unheard or played out
That's who you are.
Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.
Rememberance
Rememberance of a time we knew so well,
The Passion and Love we shared as well,
How beautiful and fleeting it is.
The gentle caress, the tiny smile,
That look of stars in your eyes.
No words has passed our lips,
No sound except our gentle breathing.
Two hearts, singular and yet one.
Have i found?
A celestial union of two entities?
You were a muse, a tease, my love.
A siren's song and the devils's temptation.
Irresistable and yet forbidden.
A deadly potion are you
As you feed my addiction
and play me like a violin
Teasing and testing
Trying to find ground on where to stand
But I have to let go of your hand.
For it's a long road one has to take,
From friends to lovers to something more.
You build me up and yet shatter me.
I rise, fall and yet I plummet
Free falling through my emotions
Like a jumper without a chute
I sway with you, play games with you
But all I can do now is remember.
Fore memories are all I have
A rememberance of you...
A rememberance of Me....
A rememberance of Us...
Long ago...
Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.