Tuesday, November 30, 2004 // 11/30/2004 01:45:00 AM
Dear Lost Love
Dear Lost Love,
I was just sitting down one day,
Was wondering what you were doing.
I hope lif has been good to you.
I remember the moments,
We shared and our talks over our coffee
Everything under the sun, we talked about.
The warmth, the smiles, the laughter
the tears,
How I miss those days.
Dear Lost Love,
I was walking by a place one day,
and I suddenly remembered you.
Our walk through the park,
on that solitude moonlit night,
Bodies close, your hand around mine.
We strolled by the river,
and under the bridge.
A Magical moment that will forever
Etch into my mind,
As it plays it over and over again.
Dear Lost Love,
heard a song the other day,
Images of you appeared from the depths,
I wonder how much hurt can one inflict,
how much sadness can one bear,
Till I can find ground to stand on,
To feel whole on being alone again.
Wondering what it would have been like,
To have you hold me in your arms once again.
Dear Lost Love,
I heard about how you fell from grace,
like an angel that has fallen,
Wings broken and shattered.
I wish I could open my arms to you,
to comfort you, to give you strength
and take all the pain away.
Sinking below the surface you went,
into the bowels of the abyss of pain.
I placed my hand out to pull you to safety,
But you refused to be helped,
and ignore my heart on my sleeve.
Dear Lost Love,
how interesting it is,
to see you sink even further,
to see you become scumier than scum
Beyon the point of redemtion,
No matter how immaculate the cause.
Disappointment sets in,
Resignation is inevitable.
How can you ignore the signs?
How can you turn the wrong way?
Dear Lost Love,
This is the LAst you will see me,
That I will bear my soul to you.
Given it some thought on,
how you have actually done me wrong,
Acutally rejected my affectons.
I honestly feel like a fool,
my trust for you broken,
My love for you gone,
I don't feel anymore for you,
but betrayal and anamosity.
Dear Lost Love,
Goodbye now and Forever...
Written by the Little Jade Queen
Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.
My Little Love Song for You
I've Always thought that love songs
Were sung by blinded fools,
Going through Life with dreams in their eyes,
Until I met you.
i've always thought only birds knew,
The kind of tunes to sing to you,
and write words only Shakespear knew,
to serenade a Lady so true.
It always starts as a Little tune,
A Hum, a ditty, a melody too.
It then progresses on to more,
As my love for you grew.
Symphonies and Orchestria aren't needed,
For this song i wrote for you,
My Little love song,
From me,
Just for you.
You can bring me so much joy,
you can bring me so much pain,
But only you can turn the fire on,
Ignite hyms from beyond,
From deep within my emotions of my heart,
Evoke me to write a song about you,
nothing can replace, the moments,
when i first met you
I tremble when my hand first touched you.
Lips so sweet and yet
untouched by all that we have went through
these words cannot bring back the moment,
When our souls bonded to.
The night symphony of crickets and stars,
they sing of the sweetness
That happens in the night,
Union of souls, hearts,
and of me and you.
So Here as I pen it all down,
I bear it all tonight,
You hold my joy, my pain,
and insecurities too.
My future, My past
and Aspirations too.
In these words,
My Little Love song
From me,
Just for You.
Written by Damien Benjamin .A. III
Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.
Monday, November 29, 2004 // 11/29/2004 11:49:00 PM
My Sweet Surrender
When I look at you,
I see my constant struggle
to break free from my daily toil
to be more like you
Giving me the sunshine
giving me my comfort.
Through the day
My only thoughts
is only you
For you
You are my pillar of strength
You are the passion I strive,
Unable to hold you tight,
You are the love, my life,
My one and only,
My Sweet Surrender
When I come home at night,
And I see you sleeping tight,
the Warmth I Felt from your smile,
Make me Thank God you're Alive
As I stroke your cheek and hear your gentle sigh,
Insatiable Love fills my life.
If I haven't Met you, I wouldn't have known
The sweet Angel I now behold
You are the comfort I have searched for
You are my Peace, My Tranquility
You are always there to wipe my tears,
You are always there to make me smile,
You are my love, My life,
My One and Only,
My Sweet Surrender.
Now at my journey's end,
As I hold you close,
My Immaculate Moments are with you
Our first kiss
Our First dance,
Pictures forever dear
Memories forever played.
You have walked the ends of the Earth with me,
you have sheltered me through the storm
You cared for me in my darkest dispair
You have given me the Priceless Gift,
My Solitude in your embrace,
My haven beyond,
My One and Only,
My Sweet Surrender.
Written by Damien Benjamin .A. III
Thru the ages of time I travel,
Seeking for my comfort, my solice,
For I am the Demon's Bride,
The forbidden Love of the Dark Lord,
Aikiko Rei.