Ah.. it's often said that Revenge is a cold dish served cold. So why wait 2 years to hurt someone if you don't really love her or care about her? The Little Jade Queen is perplexed by the whole Issue of the Roadster and The Previous. She has her fears and she has her insercurites. The Previous has been a torn under her skin and she carries it silently till now.. At the moment, The Little Jade Queen contemplates what is going on. The distance of Roadster, the ressurection of the "Confused Soul" from the grave, as the "Confuses Soul" slowly climbs out and she watches. The Fickleness and changes in Temperment of the "Confused Soul" has thrown everything out of the natural balance and have thrown everything out of the window that the Little Jade Queen decides to take a step back and look.. and See if there is anyone to grab her. "Solitude is at his peak when u don't know what is going on, Silence is when u can't say what's in your heart." Who loves me, and who do i love? then again, I don't believe in Love anymore, as What is there to love?

Today is the day, 18th of May 2004, after 2 yr 5 months 5 days, The Little Jade Queen and Roadster's Chapter is finally over. Shattered, but who's there to pick up the pieces? The hurt have been inflicted, the Trust Broken and the love gone, where do i begin to pick myself up and where do i begin to start walking? I guess I have taken him for granted and the love we shared. I assumed that we would work things out and well, Love can conquer all and yet i have destroyed it bit by bit.. "Never Assume as it will make an "ASS" out of "U" and "ME". I can tell pple that, and yet i have made myself the biggest ass in the whole entire world. I see the shattered and broken glass on the floor and yet instead of picking it up to mend, i cut myself over and over again. And now i have to bear the consequencies of my actions, and I have never regretted abt many things before and yet now I am.. However, I can't rewrite the past nor erase the pain inflicted, i just have to move on and walk on.. without him in my life, without the pillar of support and the shoulder for comfort that i have had for so long... The Distance is far and it's getting further.....