The Little Jade Queen stares out of the window and sees three dust trails in the distance and little whirlwinds of smoke is coming from each one. Three Riders on the respective trails, riding toward the Jaded Castle. I know this sounds like a redition of a fairy tale story like Snow White's notion of "Someday My prince will come." Or Cinderella's Meeting with the Prince Charming, or even better, Sleeping Beauty's "Once Upon a Dream." Duet with Prince Stephen. So what were they dreaming of, or hoping for?

"IT"! They were waiting for "IT"! Someone to come and grab.. I mean come on, they are all princesses up for grabs and it's a matter of who grabs them. The Little Jade Queen now follows in the foot steps of all the other princesses, in the hope of someday, maybe "Once Upon A Dream", that "Someday my prince will come" Funny Notion, or not.. i'm just sitting on the pier, watching three ships sailing towards the shore. Which one of the vessels will hit land first, I do not know.. Therefore I sit and wait.. and hoping... hoping that someone will...

It seems rather interesting how guys know that u are single and all. It's like as if it's written on my face and the sign says, " I Got Dumped by My BF, Come pick me up." When that's the last thing i wanna do. I don't wanna get involve in any relationship now, not when my last one isn't settle and done yet. Now how do u expect me to Build my life again when i'm am bombarded by all these shit now? The Little Jade Queen keeps building walls when she is constantly being fired at by the enemy with Fury balls of flames at super speeds. She can't Keep up and she can't continue building walls.. GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!! I NEED AIR TO BREATHE U ASSHOLES, don't try ur stupid advances on me.. I need to breathe First.. and I still miss my Roadster... and He doesn't miss me.. :~(.. The Little Jade Queen Breaks down.. she seeks comfort but can't find it.. she seeks warmth but all around her is the cold loneliness, She seeks a firmiliar face to hold, but all she sees is emptiness...

The Roadster said i don't understand, he said that i don't get what he has been trying to say. He also said he doesn't see the girl he loved before and there are reasons for loving me. Does anyone need a reason to love? Does anyone stop loving after they know more of a person and they can't accept? The Little Jade Queen loves the Roadster very much and when asked if there is a reason why, she can never find a reason as there is no reason why she shouldn't love him and there is no reason why she loves him so. She accepts him as he is and never once expects him to change for her. "If i can find one reason to love you, I can find 101 reasons not to and to leave you." Sometimes i wonder if everything is worth fighting for. I really wonder what does it mean to prove your worth to someone. What is worth? Worth of affection? Must Affection and loved be earned, just as respect? Do i really have to earn the affection and love of the Roadster? Doesn't he Just love me? Must I really earn his affections, just so to feel loved by him again? Hurt, dejected, i retreat further into my Jaded castle, behind my walls, lost and shattered, full of sorrow and remorse... Won't u love me again? Won't u care again? Won't you think of me again? Won't you stop playing with my weaken emotions?

THe Little Jade Queen Retreats further into the Castles and begins erecting more walls and installing cannons for defence. Call me cold and dejected now. I don't see a need to be normal.. for whatever is normal. The Roadster has left a very big Void for anyone to Fill, The "Confused Soul" has started the masqurade with her. The Little Jade Queen seeks comfort, but however gets none as she falls deeper into the abyss that has engulfed her very exisitance. The "Innocence", My "Femme", and The "Spunky one, along with all of my other friends seek to comfort me and yet I feel more and more lost. I have been left floating in a sea and i can't seem to find land to rest my tired feet and weariy heart. I need someone to comfort me.. I need someone who really cares and understand me.. I'm the Little Jade Queen.. cold, mysterious and now shattered. Will anyone come mend my heart? Will anyone come hold me dear? Will anyone understand my torment, my sorrow, my pain, my fears, my insecurities and my anguish?