The Little Jade Queen views her surrounding with determination and yet dispair. She sees something flicker for a moment and then it disappear. Sometimes when u just walk away from a relationship, it's hard to even get back into that mode of falling in love again. I guess it's time i slow it down and enjoy a pace of life that i can handle. Of course it doesn't help if you keep thinking how things could have been, even though you know that maybe it will lead u back to that someone again, i do wonder if the feelings will be the same or do i have bear the scars of it and live in the fear of being hurt again. When the Storm took place, the Little Jade Queen remembers how hurt have been inflicted, whether intentionally or not. Did the "Temptress" and the "Confused Soul" Trap the Little Jade Queen into the eye of the storm or was it that she just happened to be at the wrong place, at the wrong time, falling for the wrong person? Did "Confused Soul" have actual feelings or was it just a fantasy? How funny it seems for the Little Jade Queen to lose her faith in love after the Roadster and after the "Confused Soul", as she retreats further into the Jaded Castle. Will she see a smile on her face again?

The Little Jade Queen decree to the land of Jade that she will make a change to herself. Sometimes I wonder if i have too much spunk for a relationship and Being hurt and having your esteem shatter little by little over time, does not really help when you are stepping out on your own again. Interesting enough, it seems that nothing catches the Little Jade Queen's Fancy any more, Not even the amusement of the "Confused Soul". His appeal seems to be lost somewhere in the land of dreams. You see, sometimes when a person falls out of love, the fear of getting involved seems greater than before. "I've have distances myself for the vices and the feeling evoked from falling in love. To love seems to be an illusion" Faith in time will heal the wounds and maybe mend my heart, but i know eventually it will lead me back to one person again. Even the littlest of heart will fall in love again....