The Little Jade Queen looks back on the wall, scarred with marks and gourges, she traces her fingers over them and smiles as she sees how far the wall streches and all the marks the marr the big marble expanse. These are all the battle scars she had to carry and she carries them proudly. They are like signs of Growth and how much I have been through. This morning's Conversation with the Roadster made me realise how much can one person love another, even if the person have done a shit load of shit. Given what i have done to the Roadster, he said words that i never thought to come back to haunt me and turn the tables around on me "Why do You love me so much? I'm a mess, a screw up." And yet the answer given was clear enough for me "Love is unconditional, Love can conquer multitudes of Sin." I never did think that these word would return or surface. Which brings me to think whether love is so great or is it like a conquest. "Maybe I've been here before I know this room I've walked this floor I used to live alone Before I knew you I've seen your flag On the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and It's a broken Hallelujah." This is love.. the path that have to be walked again, I wear the battle scars proudly and i walk with my head held high, as this is me.. the Little Jade Queen. "Maybe there's a God above And all I ever Learned from love Was how to shoot At someone Who outdrew you It's not a cry You can hear at night It's not somebody Who's seen the light It's a cold and It's a broken Hallelujah." No One can try to understand you, but I can see it in your eyes, the pain, the suffering, the adoration, the love and hope that still lingers in your eyes. Though You hide it so well, and though no one can see it, it's there, for I can feel your pain, see your agony, and yet I can never heal....