No, we haven't given up on each other. After crying three days for him. I finally met him and yes, instead of fighting, we were actually laughing at each other and smooching and cuddling. I can't believe i'm still a sucker for him. After all these years, I can't remain angry at him for long bouts of time.

On Thursday, he made me rush here and there as he wanted to go on a one day, one night road trip up to Genting with his pal. And yeah, we went. Recklessly driving in the pitch blackness of the night through JB, Kota tinggi, and KL, all the way up to Genting, arriving at 245am in the morning. When we checked in, the both of them went out with lady luck to see if they can make a bit of spare change at the tables, I stayed in the hotel room with the telly. The Drive all the way back was scary, when his pal clocked 180km/hr on the Honda we were driving.

Sadly, today, My beloved went back and is now on the plane back to London. Tears shed and promises made to each other. We haven't got time to waste anymore and nothing is going to come between us anymore. We are going to close the gap btween us and the distance between us. @ years and 9 months, we have been together and we are not ready to give up. I finally realised the Goal that i have to achieve and it a common goal that both of us want at this moment and it's a long term goal.

Call me innocent, nieve, but I know at the end of the day, who do i want to be with. I am his and forever shall be HIS. Our love for each other is beyond words, and Tears Shared between us, The distance makes us stronger, the adversity bonds us more and more together and the love we share grows.. All is left is up to Us, Up to mE to pull through to the end......